And so because people are being so harsh on me I might as well tell you something before I go to bed...
I actually pluck out my armpit and genital hair out every day. Don't you know how much that hurts? I do it mutiple times per day just to make myself suffer, along with banging my head against the wall/floor and punching myself.
Plus, some loser thinks I steal images off of google images, dispite me making them on my own... See for yourself here:
And people don't realize that I have depression, as asbegets, autism, OCD, and Anxity and whatnot... Honestly, if this keeps up I'm going to deactivate again. And I call people who hate me mean things, only making me worse... I'm nothing mor but an idiot who deserves to die... I wish I never existed.. (Using an iPad is hard...)
I just started watching you a while back and I'm not sure how to feel right now. Saying those things about yourself is never good but also saying that makes it look like you are looking for attention. Not saying you don't have these disorders but a lot of people would jump to that conclusion. I'd say just keep your opinions and these personal things to yourself or only tell close friends because the more you talk about it, the more hate you are going to get. it's obviously upsetting you so that'd be the way to fix it.
Dude stop bringing yourself down. If you think your life sucks than maybe it does, but don't forget i've had depression too for a while and life STILL isn't as bad as all that. Come on. Just give yourself a break.
Mmmm there's a difference between people being mean and people being harsh, though!
Some people really just don't like you and they might be mean and say/do things that are absolutely rude and unnecessary, and you've got all the right to complain about those, but people who say harsh things aren't usually out there to hurt you.
Your own behavior is really a pain to deal with and not good for both you and everyone around you, so it's not really weird if anyone who even cares about you remotely criticizes it. Instead of throwing out there "I'm depressed and autistic so I can't handle people criticizing my behavior and I need to be coddled in positive attention!" You might want to consider complaining less about yourself and others so you can actually work with those things. Depression doesn't magically go away by people being nice.
A word of advice: talking positive about yourself and your art is usually a good way to boost your self esteem, and regardless of how shitty you and your art actually are, people will agree too. You don't need to be all "weh I suck so bad" so that people go "nooooo bby but I love you you're great", you know.
Oh Jeezus. I really hate these things. It's just a paradoxal loop. You make hundreds of these bitching journals, and after a while, very little people care, since you make a lot of these and they don't care because they know what to expect. And then you feel even more sad since you feel like nobody cares about you, etc. And the loop continues. I'll say this ONE. LAST. GOD. DAMN. TIME. THINK POSITIVE AND POSITIVE WILL COME BACK, OR FEEL NEGATIVE AND YOU WILL BE TRUE ABOUT BEING A BUTTHURT BITCH.
Saying those things about yourself is never good but also saying that makes it look like you are looking for attention.
Not saying you don't have these disorders but a lot of people would jump to that conclusion.
I'd say just keep your opinions and these personal things to yourself or only tell close friends because the more you talk about it, the more hate you are going to get.
it's obviously upsetting you so that'd be the way to fix it.
You can't spell your diseases correctly?
I have major depressive disorder; art helps with that.
I've never tried plucking my pubes though, maybe that's a good therapy xD
Some people really just don't like you and they might be mean and say/do things that are absolutely rude and unnecessary, and you've got all the right to complain about those, but people who say harsh things aren't usually out there to hurt you.
Your own behavior is really a pain to deal with and not good for both you and everyone around you, so it's not really weird if anyone who even cares about you remotely criticizes it. Instead of throwing out there "I'm depressed and autistic so I can't handle people criticizing my behavior and I need to be coddled in positive attention!" You might want to consider complaining less about yourself and others so you can actually work with those things. Depression doesn't magically go away by people being nice.
A word of advice: talking positive about yourself and your art is usually a good way to boost your self esteem, and regardless of how shitty you and your art actually are, people will agree too. You don't need to be all "weh I suck so bad" so that people go "nooooo bby but I love you you're great", you know.